2015

In a flash and its already the new year! Wanted to blog yesterday but then I was really busy. The lawas came over to my house for a mini celebration. 2015 and I'm still procrastinating whether to blog anot. And the last blog post was on 14/12/14 and it's an overdue post, award me the queen of procrastination already. I shall summarise what had happened in 2014. ( it may be pretty boring because I'm still a student and I'm blogging for the fun of it ya)

2014

January- my first time being part of secondary one orientation as a head and also as a programmer

February- First trip with the school to USS !!!! and loads of other fun stuff 

March- school

April- for the first time my grades are finally improving after studying in a secondary school for 4 years

June- spent the holidays rotting and rotting and more rotting and also loads and loads of studying

July- first time in 3 years ( I wore once when I was in sec 1 ) that I wore a traditional costume to school on Racial harmony

August- First ever birthday celebration where I only celebrated with a group of friends and didn't throw a party

September- loads of studying

October- O LEVEL 

November- post O' level activities ( camps and prom and camps )

December- first time in 16 years that I started to work

That pretty much sums up my 2014. 2014 has given me many great opportunities. Opportunities in prefectorial board, opportunities in student council, opportunities in many different platforms. I was given the opportunity to work together with two other leaders in the student council as heads in the programming team. This is by far one of the biggest achievements in 2014. It is my first time being an in charge and also a chance for me to know more about myself. I remembered being such a perfectionist. I was so afraid I was being a burden so I took the lead and tried to do every single thing myself. There were many crop ups. I learnt that life's never prefect. It's important to learn from every mistake and forgive. I remembered crying and throwing a tantrum at pasir ris park because the logistics team forget about their logistics and my mind was in a whirl. I just kept crying and crying. And a senior had to calm me down and talk to me. He asked me " you have came this far, do you want to give up now ?" So I suck it up and try to make the sec 1s have as much fun as possible. Although at that point of team I was really angry with the logistics team, after all, we should forgive and learn. 

okay enough of these stuff I learnt time to relook my 2014 new year's resolution

2014 new year resolution 

1. procrastinate less - I guess I still haven't kick that procrastination habit ? Because I'm still procrastinating on whether to blog or not 
2. Love more , hate less - I've learnt the importance of forgiving so I guess, I'm loving the people around me more
3. study more - it shall be determine on the 12th.....
4. Be more confident- This up till now , is a challenge. Especially speaking to a crowd....
5. preach what I teach- still a challenge because I still have problems opening up...
6. love myself more- I guess I care more about what other people think and how other people feel more than how I feel. And  I often care about what others want more than what I want so nope. 
7. panic less. - after what I gone through during o's , nope. 
8. others before self. - yup... 
9. maintain a healthy lifestyle. - I've been eating and studying so er no. 
10. Cherish the people I love. - guess so?
11. NOT REGRET WHAT I DO. BC YOLO. -HAHAHAHAHA no.

I guess I didn't fulfil most of the new year resolution and nope, not going to create a new one in 2015. And neither am I going to bring forward the resolutions that I didn't fulfil. I'm just going to let 2015 be the year where I do crazy shit meet as much new people as possible and hold the people And cherish them dearly. 2015 is going to be some crazy shit. ( and I will try to blog more too )

2015 , I'm ready for you.